current location: Computer Room
current mood: crappy
current song: Diary of Jane - Breaking Benjamin
I feel really
First of all my mom seems always angry with me, like if I go to the mall with her she's all like UR SPENDING MONEY! She's mainly mad because my phone bill from Poland was $236 its from 57 minutes worth of phone calls at 3 dollars per minute plus some txt messages. So now she won't borrow me money or anything not saying she has to it's just I have lots of stuff going on. CPT's, Exams and junk looking for a job is not first priority I could go try at Dominion I still have the application. Next I asked her about contact lenses and she says we should get my eyes checked so I started backing out knowing that getting my eyes checked would add up to: My mom getting all ashamed and sad that my eyesight has gotten a notch worse then pay for new subscriptions and I just thought about this: If my glasses go for about a week or something to get lenses in them (frameless) wtf am I gonna wear for that week? So I've sorta given up on hanging out with my mom.
I guess I should make some new years resolutions:
1) Loose some weight, get down to 125 lbs. DON'T even tell me I'm skinny because according to the BMI whatever shit I'm close to being Overweight. My BMI is like 23.4 and the numbers for healty weight should range 17 to 24.
2)Improve my fitness level by running more often, honest to god I can't run for a long time without getting all red faced and ugly besides I'm a tennis player I should run for long periods of time non-stop.
3)Try to stop complaining as much, the world doesn't care. I wish others would do that too, I'm so sick and tired of people coming to school and being like I HAD TO WAKE UP SO EARLLLLYYYYY....(me:) NO SHIT EINSTEIN. Even though I have to get up earlier than them every morning. I get mad with people who BS at me all the time, I get it enough from my dad.
4)Stop littering all together, I litter like once every two months or less, I should just stop.
5)Volunteer. Just...I have to get it done.
6)Take Grade 11 English in the summer.
Yeap, that looks like alot, maybe I'll just do some you know see what I can manage.